The War on Fun
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Topic created by Always Poppers. Everything Poppers.
on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 05:02
Always Poppers. Everything Poppers. said on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 05:02...
I just found out that iwantclips is removing all poppers related videos. I'm 8 days too late. We always thought it was the Christian Right that would destroy sexual fun but it seems that these "Woke" corporations like Visa/Mastercard are yanking our ability to goon out and escape the world. If you enjoy this genre, you can still purchase gooning videos on clips4sale and manyvids websites. Get em now before they get yanked.
Always Poppers. Everything Poppers. said on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 05:59...
I know not everyone is into the gooning videos but just wanted to give a heads up to those like me who enjoy pretty woman telling me to suck cock and inhale poppers or else. LOL!
Roger said on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 09:02...
Most of these videos are pretty dumb
I've heard one confused lady command me.tk "Sniff a line of your poppers!!!".
Also telling you to take hits every few seconds.
Anyway since all poppers in the EU are garbage now anyway there's not much fun to be had.
Back in 2010/11 days when n-butyl was available by mail order to the UK however was a different story. Any old frump in a video would be enough to rocket you to another dimension of squalid ecstatic pleasure.
Always Poppers. Everything Poppers. said on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 23:25...
Well I have always wanted to order from PoppersAromas EU. What do you think of their products. Half of people I see online say they are shit and the other half say what the fuck are you talking about? They are great. Worse case situation. I order, get them and never order from them again if they all suck. They currently have a 4 bottle special now for 29EU or 35 US dollars.
P.S. I'm Bisexual so enjoy using poppers when having sex with females so still get off to women. The added feature of enjoying men sexually gets me off when a hot girl tells me to inhale poppers and watch gay porn. I know I'm fucked up. I admit it and I'm not ashamed of it.
Always Poppers. Everything Poppers. said on Fri, 23 Apr 2021 at 23:30...
It all depends on the artist in question. I only followed 3 or 4 girls on these sites who knew what Poppers were and how to use them and what BUZZ words or phrases would get me off. I paid for a few customs.
Were all masters of intox fantasy.
The Dreadful Flying Glove said on Sat, 24 Apr 2021 at 11:53...
You are not "fucked up" APEP. You are just fine..."fucked up" is something else and you 'aint that! Repressing the real you leads to that...and then leads to self-destructive behavior. What u are doing is fine and dandy...keeping it all bottled up until it explodes into a cataclysm of alcoholism / breakdown etc is not good.
Princess Fierce...ha! love that name...."squalid ecstatic pleasure'...you bet embrace the inner beast and let him roar....have a super weekend, lads!
Roger said on Sun, 25 Apr 2021 at 09:32...
To answer your question, I didn't get on well with Poppers Aromas products. I had a lot of heavy sessions using Radikal Rush in the silver wide brimmed aluminium bottle. It gave me very severe anxiety.
That would be fine if all I wanted to do was goon to femdom on my laptop in a darkened room. But not so fine when I'd have panic attacks on the tube train.
Also I remember being in a cafe ordering coffee after coffee because there was a pretty girl at the next table, and electronic music playing over the cafe hifi. And my popper addled brain/nervous system pushing me into that anxiety/arousal loop which I'd habituated myself into with my long laptop binges.
Fun is fun until it stops being fun!
thesamn said on Sun, 25 Apr 2021 at 20:24...
@Roger To fix that Panic attack/anxiety i will tell you to stop all poppers and weed if you are into that of course. take a longgggg break! I did a full year off, except alcohol from time to time. Change your diet and do some exercise. No looking for reason onto why are you having these attacks and do not train your brain to look for answers to your anxiety. It will take a while but you will feel better and you might come back to poppers and such if you take care of yourself. good luck bud.
X said on Sun, 25 Apr 2021 at 22:25...
Anxiety, whether it be a general disorder, or something more specific, needs professional intervention. Don't cope with it - get some help..that is what professionals are for. Poppers are not the root cause, but they will not help any, as they can create a temporary dis-associative state, and the moments after are a ripe period for a panic attack. It is the same with alcohol, and other things obviously! You do not have a "popper addled" brain - the root cause of your anxiety needs to be investigated and addressed. It is not poppers causing this.
>panic attacks on the tube train
what happened on the train?
Roger said on Mon, 26 Apr 2021 at 08:17...
Thanks, guys. Actually I didn't use poppers in 3 years (and years before then of quitting and relapsing).
I used to like the kind of POV videos our fun-seekinf OP likes. Then I realized I was in the maximum state of intoxication/arousal/ anxiety but not looking at literally the most arousing imagery. Most of these women are average to unattractive!
So I progressed to listening to femdom hypnosis (thankfully not sissy) and favourite erotic imagery. And basically conditioned myself deep into erectile dysfunction. For example I'd listen a lot to performance anxiety, impotence, premature ejaculation and small penis humiliation files. Then I got into recording my own MP3s, my own druggy anxiety bubble of sex-thoughts, my inner voice, relating to the porn or pictures I was watching. Actually the material got softer as my libido and ability to orgasm retreated. And I'd end up just going to sexy social media photos of women who'd crossed my path.
This was all very boring!!!
Stopping doing it was a whole life effort. It involved taking up weightlifting with a coach, hot yoga then hundreds of Bikram yoga classes (also kundalini yoga though not sure from that helped or fuelled). Going to a few 12 step fellowships. Cutting back or ending my use of social media and news sites. Also neurofeedback and electro-stimulation.
However I never took any medication.
I just generally tried to get back my 1990s self. And to move from a state of fear to love.
Covid has been a setback, have been back in loops of huge caffeine and news consumption. But haven't ordered poppers, rarely drink, and rarely watch a clip though I look at the sites.
Ultimately I'm still touch deprived and need an actual woman to help me. Tantric massage, bodyworkers, etc, would be a start when it's possible.
X said on Mon, 26 Apr 2021 at 08:33...
X, you make a good point about dissociation.
I remember going to see a therapist and telling them I had a severe problem with dissociation. But because I didn't have multiple personalities they didn't recognise me as having a dissociative disorder.
However the neurofeedback practitioner who took scans of my brain did recognise it, and said my brain spent way too much time stuck in a trance state. I think it was about too many Delta waves.
It still happens now that for instance if I step into a cold room or into a hot bath, or am startled by a commotion in public, I automatically dissociate, my brain going into an anxiety loop (fear of death or losing my home, for instance), to remove me from conscious awareness of the situation. My brain mistakenly thinking it is protecting me by removing me from awareness of a threat.
It feels like a pain disorder actually, that I'm avoiding feeling pain. Well, that's at the root of addictive behaviour I guess.
Oh, did I mention that I also was on the fringes of a cult? During the time of first really trying to quit popperbating I got into listening to a new age guru whose devotees worship him as God. And who speaks for hours on end and gets you in a trance state. I went to gatherings of his followers in my city and to a couple of his retreats. Because he was moving/wielding energy, while my own energy was stuck/very low.
Now I just enjoy listening to hypnotic techno DJ sets!!
Finally, last year I eventually saw a doctor and realized I need an operation on my penis, a frenulectomy or partial circumcision. It should have happened in childhood. But it's one piece of the explanation of where my sexual anxiety comes from.
Roger said on Mon, 26 Apr 2021 at 08:35...
That last post was by me in response to X, sorry!
Anonymous said on Mon, 26 Apr 2021 at 17:06...
Poppers is peculiar product. Even though you have used almost all bottle very best poppers and only the last drop is bad you think the seller is selling you only shit..
And very often poppers is good but you are not.
Nitritespecialist said on Tue, 27 Apr 2021 at 09:54...
Wow...and some have accused me of propagating "conspiracy" theories the general consensus among global authorities, and now private businesses, that poppers are not good and should not be made available in a high USP grade.
Nitritespecialist said on Tue, 27 Apr 2021 at 09:58...
Correction: That global authorities and now private businesses seem to be united in their opposition to poppers is obviously NOT a conspiracy, as some might say, but in my book, it's a conspiracy or a united, commonly held goal or position.
Captain Dildo said on Wed, 28 Apr 2021 at 04:56...
I'm a 50inch 4k TV porn watcher myself. I'm just tired of all the big "woke" companies telling me what's good for me. Poppers bad but the vaccine(gene altering mystery juice) is good for me. I get off then go about my life. I don't go into a meltdown mode because a hot girl is sitting across from me at a cafe. No disrespect.
Roger said on Thu, 29 Apr 2021 at 06:18...
Well, give it time Captain Dildo, give it time!
I was using and abusing poppers for 8 years.
Harry1950 said on Fri, 30 Apr 2021 at 06:12...
@All Of The Above : Thanks everyone for this interesting discussion on human sexual needs and behavior, popper use, and watching porn.
I'm a 74 year old hetro male with ED and enjoy periodically watching erotic videos [ I prefer not to call it porn ] late at night - not to masturbate - but simply to relax and escape from the frustration and insanity of the world we live it. I thoroughly enjoy watching young, attractive, anally erotic white women being fucked balls deep in their ass by Big Black Cocks and loving it. I have also watched and been fascinated by some of the "gooning" videos informing me that I am queer, gay, a faggot and love cock. But, the young women and models in these "sissy" videos are absolutely gorgeous and stunning !!
Before I purchased a desk top computer and starting watching porn, I thought anal intercourse was an activity only performed by a small percentage of the male gay population. I was in for a major shock when I saw the number of very attractive young women who are seriously into anal simulation with large dildos, very large cocks massaging their asshole, and even anal fisting! Absolutely fascinating and erotically stimulating to observe the perverse (?) sexual needs and desires of these attractive women ! Who would have thought ??
Regarding Popper-Aromas.EU : They provide good prices and good service, but don't blame them for the ineffective popper products that they sell. Not one of the various popper products I have purchased from them over the past three years (including the iso-amyl nitrite formulas) provided the combination of very pleasurable pro-sexual effects that I experienced from the better poppers sold in the 70's and 80's - including real amyl nitrite. When you open a fresh bottle of the current products, none of them release the "hiss" sound from internal pressure. That is an immediate observation that the product is not a high quality popper.
Regarding the general use of poppers: I recommend infrequent use and always use them with a window open in the room, if possible. For a 90 minute sex session with my escort, I prepare five glass bottles in advance for popper inhalation by using a cotton gauze wick that has been wetted with the popper liquid, and then I allow the vapor to develop in the head space of the bottle for 15 - 20 minutes. During intercourse, I will take an inhalation hit about every 6 or 7 minutes, more frequently though, when I am being blown. A good blow job under a relaxed and trance state created by good poppers is extremely enjoyable and erotic; especially if I can massage my escorts' asshole while she is blowing me.
For those people who use poppers on a regular weekly basis, I strongly recommend performing a daily exercise program for overall health and fitness; and taking a wide range of anti-oxidant supplements to counter the toxic effects of the poppers on the body's immune system. This is absolutely mandatory to protect your health.
Nitritespecialist said on Fri, 30 Apr 2021 at 17:22...
@Harry....I also remember in 2008-10, that every bottle of poppers I bought OTC gave a strong hiss upon opening. Also, the commercial ones from TCI also give a strong hiss. The bulk of my home brew does NOT, which has made me long suspect its purity. Lately, however, with my new methods, I am getting more of a hiss release and marked longevity of effects. So....I tend to agree that this is a sign of "quality" or at least some level of higher purity.
I like to see hot handsome wholesome manly tattoo less white hunks get clobbered with a giant black or white real pecker. So I have a similar perversion to yours. These days however, I don't watch much porn. It's hard to find the ideal models getting plowed by the ideal BB dick and I end up coming in 5 minutes anyway. I used to love glory holes in 2008-10....taking a huge dick through a hole was awesome, though quite risky. It gave me maximum control though....since I don't like body slammed or finger fucked or a lot of body contact.
Harry1950 said on Sat, 1 May 2021 at 05:54...
@Nitritespecialist: Thanks for your comments, and good luck in continuing your home brewing activities !
I understand that Glory Holes can be sexually exciting for some people, but I think they are extremely risky and the possibility of catching an STD is very high. I also think that the number of Glory Hole locations with the entire US is probably much lower now than it was 20 or 30 years ago.
There are some people who set up a Glory Hole arrangement within their own house or apartment and then advertise it on certain web-sites.
Roger said on Sat, 1 May 2021 at 10:13...
Interesting to hear your story, Harry.
May I ask were you married, do you have children!
I do associate a heterosexual anal fixation with erectile dysfunction/infertility/ impotence. Because of course it's a form of sexual pleasure that serves no procreative purpose. And for me was a way of conditioning myself into vaginaphobia / performance anxiety / blocked sexual energy.
Actually the "best" sexual experience of my life involved rimming the asshole of a well-known 2000s glamour model who was something of a hippy chick, while she babbled away about her boyfriends. The cuck kick. But that was before I ever used poppers, and although I used a dildo on myself before our sessions I never did during.
I don't think I was able to fully blot out my emotions though and I was aware of my impotence and the sadness it caused me, that I wasn't one of the guys actually having sex with her.
Then some time later an escort introduced me to poppers while pegging me, and I essentially had a nervous breakdown during the session, all my self-loathing/trauma coming out.
Unfortunately instead of getting the circumcision I didn't realize I needed, I discovered POV humiliation videos and spend most of the next decade destructively popperbating at home. There was nobody else in the room to tell me to stop, and I couldn't cum from the buttplugs and booze and poppers alone, so I went further down the spiral.
Impotence is dangerous because it makes you feel pain where you should feel love. I conditioned myself that my cock would shrink at the thought of the touch of a woman.
But, alas, the problem with addiction is that however much time you spend immersed in it, it can never take up 24 hours of a day. And there's always that moment where you can't escape feeling what it's doing to you - waking in the night in a panic, realising "I do not want this."
Sooner or later we have to feel the pain that through addictive behaviour we've been running from.
Roger said on Sat, 1 May 2021 at 10:36...
I remember a good line from one of Dan Savage's columns. He said it's fine to get off on the thought of being a sexually inadequate loser. But you need a firewall, you need to be able to keep it a safe distance from who you actually are.
Unfortunately for me, the firewall disintegrated when I got in to popperbating to humiliation clips.
I was sick in mind and body. It became who I was.
Nitritespecialist said on Sat, 1 May 2021 at 18:02...
@Roger...wow....your addiction/mental issues sound deep and troubling. My sex drive and sexual opportunities have mostly evaporated, which makes life a bit less complicated. I don't worry about it. Everyone gets older, uglier, sicker and even impotent...and then we die. There is so much more to life then poppers, drugs or sex. I'm grateful I am interested in so many various topics.
Solomon said on Sat, 1 May 2021 at 20:00...
"Everyone gets older, uglier, sicker and even impotent...and then we die."
Yes indeed! But do not forget there is now plastic surgery, liposuction, and hair transplants. If you can't be bothered with all that then you can always "make arrangements"...I have always found this to be a lot less bother and less expensive. Then again I am not too choosy....haha..
Harry1950 said on Mon, 3 May 2021 at 03:33...
@Roger: Thanks for your comments. You may want to consider seeing a psychiatrist to address your deep seated emotional problems. I would not give up on addressing and resolving the disruptive issues that you continue to experience and that adversely impact your life. Good luck.
To answer your question, yes I have been married and have no children. My anal fixation is not related to my ED condition. I simply think anal stimulation - when done properly - is very erotic and a woman's ass is the most provocative part of her body. Also, I enjoy prostate stimulation, but finding a woman who is receptive to that can be difficult. Prior to my ED condition, I had no problems achieving an erection during sexual stimulation.
My ED is caused by a physical injury called "venous outflow" in the veins in the base of my cock. As I become sexually excited, blood flows into my cock, but it is not trapped. It flows out at the same rate, so I cannot get an erection. I inject a "tri-mix" prescription drug into my cock and that relaxes the tissue of my cock, which causes an in-flow rush of blood. I use an adjustable band around the base of my cock and balls and that helps trap the blood in my cock. However, I also pump up my cock with two vacuum tubes for a period of 90 minutes prior to the injection to increase the girth and length of my cock. This combination works well for me and I have discussed it with my urologist. He has no problem with it.
Regarding poppers: I started experimenting with poppers in 1972, after I read an article in Playboy magazine about various pro-sexual drugs. I do not, and have never, used any hard drugs - they do not appeal to me, and I have been committed to serious exercise and fitness since 1962.
I discovered that the combination of pleasurable effects caused by poppers worked for me, as they have - evidently - for millions of other people. I especially like the fact that poppers relax me during sex, which is one of the very few times I really get to relax in my life. The fact that I can control the dose of the poppers, and that they are not physically addictive, is another benefit that appeals to me and is important.
I consider myself to be a relatively infrequent user of poppers; especially now since I have been unable to purchase a popper product that works for me like the ones I purchased back in the 70's and 80's.
@Nitritespecialist: Thanks for your comments. I agree that there is more to life than poppers, drugs, and sex. I also have had many diverse interests in my life for over 50 years and they keep me very busy.